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Lord Wolf Semai Kodi Kou-Isa

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[02 Jul 2005|06:08pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Okay. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Even without internet there's no fucking way I'll go out and make friends with half the fuckers here. There's no one fucking intelligent enough. All that's around here is little rap fuckers. And it's not like I can go out and do shit. One we'll be out in the fucking boonies away from fucking everything after we move and I won't be around Jery or Brian or Sam or anyone and I won't be in school for another month and a half so it's not like I can easily find people and I don't think there will be any kids my age around that would be able to not make me want to kill them after we move anyway.

Damn. Just fucking damn.

1 Uke | |Belong to Me

[02 Jul 2005|09:43am]
[ mood | depressed ]

One more week until we move. I'm excited. I'll finally have my own room again! Though...the closer we get to the moving date the crankier and bitchy Dad gets and the fact that he's sick isn't helping. Since he's so sick he can't really pack much so he feels useless so instead of resting he's going through his CD's, asking me where every single one that's missing is. I don't know. Half of the ones I haven't listened to in a long ass fucking time or don't listen to at all and the other ones he's been listening too; not me.

I'm just going to be glad when we get out of here...

1 Uke | |Belong to Me

[30 Jun 2005|08:30pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

A small excerpt from my userinfo.

"I like big butts and I cannot lie..."
|Belong to Me

Drugs are Bad [28 Jun 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

The title is completly unrelated to the topic of this post what-so-ever.

I'm bored.

-- Lord Wolf-Isa

2 Ukes | |Belong to Me

June 27 : Early Morning [27 Jun 2005|04:56am]
[ mood | confused ]

L and Raito are sexy bitches and you should read Death Note.

I love cosplay.Collapse )

Death Note Manga : Entire Series

5 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Original Role Play Journals [21 Jun 2005|07:30am]
[ mood | bored ]

I've been bored lately and I figured that instead of my crappy dead Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu Gi Oh and lord knows what other role play communities I've made I'll kill them and make one for original characters.

Because I'm bored and it's boring role playing on livejournal all alone.

So all of you should like, make original characters and play with me.

Because I own you.

1 Uke | |Belong to Me

Redundant [21 Jun 2005|06:47am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Well as you all saw I went a bit post daft yesterday. I was bored and still am and thus I'm posting again. I've been going through a ton of mood swings lately and part of it was my lack of midol and part of it was my mum and part of it was my dad and part of it was Brian and part of it was my crappy sleep schedule. In any case I'm just kind of letting the others take over whenever they damn well please.

I scared my dad with my earlier post about my mum and he said he didn't know what to say except if I was really concidering suicide then he'd send me to Cedar Springs. Yay for crazy homes... I prolly won't commit suicide. I've tried it before and death bitch slaps me and goes, "Bitch, don't steal my job." And I don't die. As you can see. I'm still alive. This isn't God speaking to you or some shit like that. If I were able to talk to you from the afterlife I'd be all like, "Hahaha. Fuckers. You're still alive~ I'm having tea with Satan and Hitler."

Yes. I'm insane, I do realize this. But I don't really care either. At this point I'm tired of this blasé routine of emo shit. It's lame, it's redundant, and it's just plain stupid. Though I can't seem to figure out which I want more. To kill everyone else or to kill myself. Quite the dilemma, no?

I need a teddy bear and a sharp knife. The only stuffed animal I still have is that stuffed snake Para gave me when I moved from Texas and I'm not going to stab the fuck out of Voldemort. Fuck that. Anyway, if anyone ca~res then like comment and bitch at me for being a stupid ass motherfucker.

I don't really care.

2 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Okay [20 Jun 2005|11:56pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Brian likes music.

If I were Brian, I would take my hair out of the braids because my girlfriend wants me to. Hint. Hint.

If I could do anything to Brian, I would play naughty games with him.

If I could tell you one thing about Brian, it would be he’s got hott hair.

If Brian was a fruit, he would be a lemon because he burns when he gets into a cut. I know that needs amplification.

If I could take Brian anywhere, I would take him to Hell with me.

Brian reminds me of the song Wicked Game by Chris Issak because I don’t know.

If I could give Brian one thing, it would be my apology. Once again I know that needs amplification.

If I could surprise Brian with anything, I would surprise him with I don’t know. I suck at surprising people.

<img src="http://photobucket.com/albums/v436/wolf-isa-/barline.jpg</img> The song I think of when I think of Brian is <u>I love you, I'll Kill you by Enigma</u>.

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Quiz thing part 2 [20 Jun 2005|11:13pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Wolf is __________.

Wolf's specialty in writing is __________ because __________.

If Wolf could have anything, it would be __________.

Wolf wants __________.

If Wolf had a job, it would be __________ because __________.

If Wolf had a penis he would use it to __________.

3 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Quiz thing [20 Jun 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Wolf likes __________.

If I were Wolf, I would __________ because __________.

If I could do anything to Wolf, I would __________.

If I could tell you one thing about Wolf, it would be __________.

If Wolf was a fruit, he would be a __________ because __________.

If I could take Wolf anywhere, I would take him __________.

Wolf reminds me of the song __________ because __________.

If I could give Wolf one thing, it would be __________.

If I could surprise Wolf with anything, I would surprise him with __________.

I love Wolf because __________.

Fill out or die, bitches.

2 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Silence and New Format [20 Jun 2005|12:07pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Yeah I know I've been posting the fuck out of my journal with random pointless shit, well fuck you. I've been bored and I don't know why the Hell I've been posting all this stupid shit. I can't seem to make myself vent about all the bullshit I'm going through with my mum.

She's being such an whore. It's annoying. She won't give me my stuff because she, and I partially quote,

Doesn't think I'll be living with my father.

Fuck her. She has no idea what kind of a person she is. She's a controlling, dominering asshat. She thinks she fucking owns me. Well she doesn't. And I told her that and she said,

"We'll see about that."

The fuck if I'm going to stand back and let her try and ruin my life. I finally escaped from her and I am not going back. I am not her puppet. I never will be her puppet. I hate her and want her to die love her but godfuckingdamn. I can't take the shit she puts me through.

I'm tired of playing mother without a clue and I'm tired of dealing with her bullshit about men being pigs and then her turnign around and running off to be with them every chance she gets. Why can't she just leave me alone and do that? Why does she have to drag me along?! Because I'm a tool. That's why.

A fucking tool to get money and pity. I'm not going to fucking take that. I refuse to be thought of as that. I'm not just some tool and I never will be. I won't do this. You know because of all this bullshit I've been talking with Kleo and Estelle about commiting suicide?

I'm acctually concidering it. Or even fucking just doing the choppy choppy. I already trashed my hair. Yeah I wanted it to be shorter and look J-Rockish but I had to do it or else it was going to be my arm or leg or something. I'm tired of Kathy fucking treating me like trash and I'm doing everything I can to get away from it.

I'm cutting the strings you bitch and I hope you hang yourself with them.

|Belong to Me

Movie [19 Jun 2005|10:41pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Watch 12 Mile Road. It's a good movie for people who have divorced parents.

|Belong to Me

Links [15 Jun 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

SheezyArt; Caonvis Wolf
DeviantArt; lain-of-wired
Role Play Journal; Wolf Kodi Kou
Role Play Characters; p|-|u|\||< 4 4u|\|
Myspace Account
Vampire Freaks Account
Fictionpress; http://www.fictionpress.com/~wolfisa
AdultFanFiction; http://adultfan.nexcess.net/aff/authors.php?no=1296773505
Yaoiville; http://yaoiville.net/viewuser.php?uid=74
Role Play Insperation; http://www.livejournal.com/users/ryuichi_no_kami/

More Later On.

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My weekend [12 Jun 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]

....I've never had a better weekend than this one.

Thursday night Shellsea and I snuck out to see Gebus and I heard her thunder. Inside joke.
Friday during the day we went to see Justin and Caelie was there so eh and then Friday night we went to Rocky and I GOT A SIT & WIGGLE FROM SHAWN!!!!

For those who don't remember my obbession

God it was great...until the Rocky cast fucked their crap up on PERFECTION NIGHT. That sucked.
Saturday we were supposed to go visit Kadi but never got to and then that night we were supposed to hang out with Shawn but didn't so we rented movies.

Red and Purple.

11 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Wahahahagah [05 Jun 2005|10:27pm]
[ mood | excited ]

What do you do when there's no excitment in your relationship? Like when you feel no flame for the other person? But they haven't done anything to give you a reason to leave them.

That's my delimma with my relationship with Brian. There's no fire.

It's just kinda. Dull.

What should I do?


I'm going to Denver to visit Shellsea for her birthday next weekend.

And on the note of birthdays:

4 Ukes | |Belong to Me

[30 May 2005|02:57pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...eternal
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Damn fucking straight.
7 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa [22 May 2005|12:17am]
[ mood | sick ]

Ok, so I've been slacking on my entries, so sue me.

Friday I went to Darkside, per usual as my new weekly ritual to hang out and get away from the evil old people and Brian went with me.

When everyone else showed up Sam came over first and kissed me. o_o Figures the first kiss I had with a chic would be with her huh? Anyway so the night went on, I danced. On my own accord. But since Brian was there, Jeryka and Elizabeth teased and made fun of him. I asked them to stop and Elizabeth did but Jeryka got all pissed at me and I'm not sure if this lasted the rest of the night or what but she wouldn't even give me a hug when I left. So I'm all like...great...

Flippin wonderful when people get angry, no?

Anyway, today I was supposed to go to this concert thingy with Brian before Rocky today but I got sick and didn't go. I slept till like...2-3 in the afternoon before getting up. My dad came home at like 4 and he did some stuff around the house before taking me to the store to get a few pairs of shorts and some shirts for the sudden hott weather that just hit us. Then later we went out to dinner and I got to meet Shannon, my dad's new girl. It went alright but I was so nervous about it I ended up smoking cigarette after cigarette on the way home. I really shouldn't have gone out though cause now I feel worse than I did earlier.


2 Ukes | |Belong to Me

Burp [11 May 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | recumbent ]

Friday was fun, kinda. Saturday was a blast though. I got to go to Rocky! Our Frank looks exactly like him when he's in costume. It's so cool.

And appearantly I know people on the crew down here too.

OH! And I convinced Brian to crossdress next time we go. <3

|Belong to Me

Omgggggg [04 May 2005|05:24pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I jsut realized how much of a damn queer I am!

I'm going as a puppy to Darkside Friday right?
I'm gonna have people pull me around on a leash and I'm gonna call them master. If that isn't bad enough I've become obbessed with neon pink and I'm painting my nails. I'm giddy all the damn time and I keep drawing cat ears in my sketch book. Provided they're metal but that's not the point.

I'm acctually wanting to go out and wear shorts and stuff too. I'm scaring myself. Alot.

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Powdered Doughnuts [01 May 2005|03:22pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

I went to my first concert Weds with Chris (Just) and Brian (Jenkins). Try Redemption. Good music. Mosh pits garanteed.

I went to Darkside again this weekend. I went with Brian this week though. Brian is an OLD friend.

Well, person I've known for a long time anyway. Since kindergarden.

Anyway, he liked me, I liked him so I asked him out. He is now my new boyfriend. Gasp. Another one.

He's got long dark hair that's tied into four braids and he's all gothic...he even paints his nails. <3

He took me out on my first date last night, we went to see National Treasure.

I was on pins and needles all night. o_o

1 Uke | |Belong to Me

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